Y los que tenemos los dos?

I later had an evil stepfather who further cemented the idea that I didn’t need a father, growing up without one had long lasting impressions I didn’t fully understand until much later in life, it bled into my relationships with family and those I had become romantically involved with; whenever I got too close to a woman I would cut her off, part of that was vindictive and partially based on fear but it was also totally subconscious

Looking back is a removed, innit?