Comrades I want to tell you that I am very sorry for my bad actions and also my way of expressing myself I know that it is not the right or the best but i dont write very good the English language I am not good at writing but it is easier to speak it for me I imagine that is why some of you thought that I was the CIA, FBI or a bot or a troll but no I am not. Now that I’ve given them my apology . I hope you are not angry with me I did not want to bring bad vibes or negativity to this great and beautiful community of Lemmy and lemmygrad to begin with I (in real life not on the internet) wanted to join a communist party but in my beloved country there is not and if there was I tell you that it would not be like the one in cuba, venezuela, nicaragua, china, north korea, vietnam, laos and other countries of the left , so I searched and I continued with my search to join one on the internet and there was one then I found Reddit genzedong in 2019 and then it was banned then I saw a notice on Reddit of another community called (Lemmy /lemmygrad) and then I went to check if I loved it and I saw all the rules and well I tried to enter but I thought in my mind saying like this (they won’t love me or accept me I’m feeling that no one here is going to want to talk to me or I don’t know if they will treat me right or wrong but let’s have a look ? ) And it took me a long time watching all the content of the community and its laws and I thought until now that after so long of waiting I wanted to enter until it gave me a headache to be able to enter, because you know what I said about my problem to access and join in but what can I do then I access Lemmy and before that I contacted some of those who belong to the community to be able to go and enter but because they said that I had to wait and be patient and because that’s what I did then , i waited and waited for two days and then another comrade told me that I can enter and then I entered for Lemmy and my dreams of being able to be there were fulfilled but then the rest happened and well I’m not going to go into much detail but those who know that I’m here is because I needed a guide or someone to help me and the quick help came and well I enjoyed everything until this sad day came and well I want to let you know what I’ll be going out of the community of (Lemmy / lemmygrad ) so I see here , Well, I was accepted here but some kind-hearted people welcomed me and others talked to me and more but then one of the comrades told me to do my first post of the day and I did everything he told me and I followed all his rules and well, that’s how it all started and well, here I think I finished being here with everything ugly and sad that happened here (I know it wasn’t for bad what you were talking about I know it was like a warning and a reminder I see nothing wrong with that very well for calling those who come to annoy and bother you here very well made ) I know I’m not perfect nor I am also not the best of what was expected of me but I always tried to give the best I could do for this community and well, as a song from my country says (I hope it frees itself from the yoke of the Americans) everything has its end. so I hope you are well and I let you know that I am leaving out of here but with good memories and good people of this great and beautiful community that I so longed to be I am saying goodbye to all of you and I hope you are doing well goodbye and thank you very much for everything and for trying to guide me to communism and socialism may Saddam Hussein, Muammar Gaddafi, Jamal Abdel Nasser and George Habash bless you all and may the revolution be with you always see you later and take good care physically and also mentally .

Camaradas yo quiero decirles que lo siento mucho por mis malas acciones y también mi forma de expresarme yo sé que no es la adecuada o la mejor pero esque el idioma ingles no soy bueno escribiendo pero se hablarlo más fácil para mí me imagino que por eso es que alguno de ustedes pensaron que yo era la CIA , FBI o un bot o un troll pero no no lo soy . Ahora que les dí mi disculpas de mi parte . Espero que no estén enfadados conmigo yo no quise traer mala onda ni negatividad a esta grande y bella comunidad de Lemmy y lemmygrad para comenzar yo ( en vida real no en el internet ) quería unirme a un partido comunista pero en mi tierra querida no lo hay y si lo hubiera les digo que no iba a ser como el que hay en cuba , venezuela, nicaragua , china , corea del norte , vietnam, laos y otros países de la izquierda , así que yo busque y seguí con mi búsqueda para unirme a uno en internet y si había uno entonces me di con Reddit genzedong en el 2019 y cuando fue baneado entonces ví un aviso en Reddit de otra comunidad llamada ( Lemmy/lemmygrad ) y entonces fui a chequear si me encantaba y Vi todas las reglas y pues trate de entrar pero pensé en mi mente diciendo así ( no me van a querer ni aceptar me lo estoy presiento que aquí nadie me va querer hablar o no sé si me tratarán bien o mal pero vamos haber cómo me va? ) Y me tarde en mucho tiempo viendo todo el contenido de la comunidad y sus leyes y pensé hasta ahora que de tanto tiempo de espera yo quería entrar hasta que me dió un dolor de cabeza para poder entrar , pues ya saben lo que yo dije sobre mi problema a acceder pero que yo puedo hacer entonces yo acceso en Lemmy envés de Lemmygrad y antes de eso contacte a unos de los que pertenecen a la comunidad para poder ir y entrar pero pues dijeron que tenía que esperar y ser paciente y pues eso fue lo que yo hice entonces , yo esperé y esperé por dos días y entonces otro camarada me dijo que yo puedo entrar y entonces yo entre por Lemmy y se me cumplió mi sueños de poder estar ahí pero después lo demás paso y pues no voy a entrar mucho en detalles pero los que saben que estoy aquí es porque necesitaba una guía o alguien que me ayudara y la ayuda rápida llegó y pues disfrute todo hasta que vino este día tan triste y pues quiero dejar saber de qué me estaré llendo de la comunidad de ( Lemmy / lemmygrad ) por lo que veo aquí , Pues yo creo que se me allá aceptado pero algunos de buen corazón me dieron la bienvenida y otros me hablaron y de más pero entonces uno de los camaradas me dijo que haga mi primer post del día y hize todo lo que el me indicaba y seguí todas sus reglas y pues así fue todo comenzó y pues aquí creo que termine de estar aquí con todo lo feo y triste que sucedió aqui ( yo sé que no fue para mal lo que ustedes estaban hablando se que fue como un aviso y advertencia nada malo veo en eso muy bien por llamar a los que vienen a molestar y a fastidiar muy bien hecho ) yo sé que no soy perfecto ni tampoco soy de lo mejor de que se esperaba de mí pero siempre trate de dar lo mejor que pude hacer por está comunidad y pues , como dice una canción de mi país ( espero que se libere del yugo de los americanos ) todo tiene su final . así que espero que estén bien y les dejo saber que me voy de aquí pero con buenos recuerdos y buenas personas de esta grande y preciosa comunidad que yo tanto yo añoraba estar me voy despidiendo de todos ustedes y espero que les vaya bien adiós y muchas gracias por todo y por tratar de guiarme al comunismo y el socialismo que Saddam Hussein , Muammar Gaddafi , Jamal Abdel Nasser y George Habash los bendiga a todos ustedes y que la revolución este con ustedes siempre hasta luego y cuidense bien físicamente y también mentalmente .

  • Your writing style and pattern simply differed too much from others, hence the reaction. Lemmygrad has been a target of weird liberals, trolls and someone even once made an anti-communist impostor website lemmygrad.com, so we all need to remain alert.

    I never caught hold of you for some reason and analysed you. All I can say is, you seemed to me like a fine poster, just with more comment volume, something I see rarely on internet outside teenager edgy forum spheres.

    Stick around here. You will be fine.

    • alunyanneгs 🏳️‍⚧️♀️
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      Lemmygrad has been a target of weird liberals, trolls and someone even once made an anti-communist impostor website lemmygrad.com, so we all need to remain alert.

      True, but that doesn’t give one an excuse to be hostile and abrasive to someone (a new user even at that!) whom just behaves a little differently from the rest and haven’t done anything truly malicious yet.

      Innocent until proven Guilty and all that.

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    Descuida cro. por lo que explicas todo se trató de un mal entendido en muchas áreas. Primeramente te recomiendo que te relajes, pude notar cierto nerviosismo, ansiedad y/o angustia en tu escrito, primero toma airé. Si son descuido sin mal intención no hay de que preocuparse, te voy a dar unas pautas para que reflexiones a detalle antes de decidir si dejar la comunidad o llevar una experiencia mas agradable aquí:

    Al ser un lugar multicultural en muchos sentidos, hasta en posiciones sobre marxismo-leninismo, es muy común y frecuente que se lleguen a mal interpretaciones entre los usuarios, tu caso no es aislado.

    La gran mayoría de los usuarios, especialmente de lemmygrad, somos de izquierda radical (ML, Stalinismo, Maoismo, etc.) por lo que es común que seamos el centro de ataque de muchos grupos y personas; eso conlleva que hasta cierto punto los usuarios mas veteranos confié muy poco en usuarios noveles y se llegue a pensar que alguien es un bot, spammer, troll, etc. Mi recomendación es poner un poco mas de info en tu perfil y no comentar por comentar, reflexionar lo que uno quiere ver y comentar. Lemmy es una plataforma social, si, buscar gente y comunidades en las que conversar, pero en el caso de lemmygrad e instancias similares es un espacio para el debate de multiple posturas y hechos: la polémica siempre está servida.

    En el internet, así como en la vida, tenemos que fortalecernos en lo mental y físico. Las redes sociales no están exentas de ser lugares que pueden generar un estrés muy fuerte sobre la persona (especialmente cuando uno es muy noble y sensible), No hay que tomar muchas cosas a pecho y hacerlas muy personales; si es una critica o comentario constructivo bienvenido, cualquier cosa negativa que no aporte nada y solo sea de odio, o criticar por criticar, a un lado.

    Lemmy y lemmygrad en particular es un lugar de encuentro, hay muchas comunidades y personas geniales, sobre muchos tópicos, en donde puedes participar de muchas maneras y según sean tus capacidades; No Estas Solo ☺

  • alunyanneгs 🏳️‍⚧️♀️
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    Oh. Well, this is a sad news to hear. A comrade having to leave due to the way the community have viewed them.

    You didn’t have to leave because of a misunderstanding that I think has been already resolved, but regardless, hope you do well wherever you go! Thanks for the warm wishes!___

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    Comrades, I want to tell you that I am very sorry for my bad deeds and also my way of expressing myself, I know that it is not adequate or the best, but the English language is not good at writing, but I know how to speak it easier for me, I imagine that is why it is that some of you thought that I was the CIA, FBI or a bot or a troll but I am not. Now that I gave you my apologies on my part. I hope you are not angry with me I did not want to bring bad vibes or negativity to this great and beautiful community of Lemmy and Lemmygrad to begin with I (in real life not on the internet) wanted to join a communist party but in my beloved land there is not one And if there was, I would tell you that it was not going to be like the one in Cuba, Venezuela, Nicaragua, China, North Korea, Vietnam, Laos and other countries on the left, so I searched and continued with my search to join one on the internet and if there was one then I came across Reddit genzedong in 2019 and when it was banned then I saw a notice on Reddit from another community called ( Lemmy/lemmygrad ) and then I went to check if I loved it and I saw all the rules and well I tried to go in but I thought in my mind saying so (they won’t love me or accept me, I have a feeling that nobody here is going to want to talk to me or I don’t know if they will treat me well or badly but let’s see how I’m doing?) And it took me a while to a lot of time watching all the community content and its laws and until now I thought that after waiting so long I wanted to enter until I had a headache to be able to enter, well you know what I said about my problem to access but what can I do then I access in Lemmy Instead of Lemmygrad and before that I contacted one of those who belong to the community to be able to go and enter but they said that I had to wait and be patient and well that’s what I did then, I waited and waited for two days and then another comrade told me that I can enter and then I entered through Lemmy and my dreams of being there came true but then the rest happened and well I am not going to go into much detail but those who know that I am here is because I needed a guide or someone to help me and quick help arrived and well I enjoyed everything until this sad day came and I want to let you know what I will be leaving the community of ( Lemmy / lemmygrad ) from what I see here , Well I think that I was accepted there or some with a good heart welcomed me and others talked to me and more but then one of the comrades told me to make my first post of the day and I did everything he told me and I followed all his rules and that’s how it all began And well, here I think I have finished being here with all the ugly and sad things that happened here (I know that what you were talking about was not bad, I know that it was like a warning and nothing bad, I see that in that very well for calling the who come to annoy and annoy very well, I do) I know that I am not perfect nor am I the best that was expected of me, but I always tried to give the best that I could do for this community and well, as a song by me says country ( I hope it frees itself from the yoke of the Americans ) everything has its end . so I hope you are well and I let you know that I am leaving here but with good memories and good people from this great and precious community that I so longed to be here, I am saying goodbye to all of you and I hope you are doing well, goodbye and thank you very much for everything and for trying to lead me to communism and socialism may Saddam Hussein , Muammar Gaddafi , Jamal Abdel Nasser and George Habash bless all of you and may the revolution be with you always until later and take good care of yourselves physically and mentally .

  • @pancake@lemmy.ml
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    Cuídate tú también camarada. Sinceramente no sé qué es eso tan negativo que pasó y de lo que hablas, pero espero que lemmy y lemmygrad aporten algo positivo a tu vida <3