It’s good to reflect sometimes.
I myself am feeling a bit dull lately. I’m working so hard at both my place of work and for the party that I forget that life has more to offer than communist propaganda spreading lol. I need to go out and touch grass more often. Today, for example, started at 6 and ended at 23 after cleaning, working, cooking and having a meeting with the party. Currently decompressing with wine and Harry Styles.
How about you guys?
Not well. I’m in a crossroads in my life, which is why I haven’t been active much lately, and everything will bank off of my work, luck and next week. There is a large event that’s going to happen in my life that will determine nearly my entire future and life trajectory.
There is no plan b if it fails, and I am scared of what I’ll do in that worst case scenario.
My health is also failing. The immense stress that I’ve been under for the past several months is not helping, but I have no choice.
Such is life in a capitalist hellscape.
Good luck comrade salad!
I’ll just leave a brief comment, too: I have had several of these tipping points in my life, where it seems that if they don’t go right, it’ll all fall apart. Some went well, most didn’t. Things still worked out all right. It still hurts sometimes knowing what I missed, but as you say, that’s life under capitalism. The plan B is the fact that you got yourself here once so you know you can do it again. I hope things go well for you, not just next week but in general. If they don’t go to plan next week, take as much time as you can to rest and recover. You deserve it, and something else will come up. If it doesn’t go to plan, know that it’s not you, it’s capitalism. But you don’t have to worry about this rn, because next week will go as planned 😁
Wish you the best of luck then
Thank you comrade, I’ll do my best.
We know you will
What large event?
I’m sorry for being a bit vague purposefully. The event in question could be very identifying and I’m not sure I would like my account to so dangerously and easily be linked to my real life person and my location.
If you’d be interested we could talk about it in DMs or somewhere else.
Not a worry, I completely understand that! I’m nosy 🥸
Good luck, Salad. I hope all goes well.
Thank you Dank. I hope all goes well too, and while it is somewhat pure luck, knowing I have the thoughts and hopes of the people here means quite a lot to me.