The worst part is: I feel like I want this soo badly but I don’t know if I really want it. The imagination of having someone is the sweetest thing in existence but in all reality, I don’t think that I could handle having someone that close to me… I don’t understand my sexuality, but that’s fine. I’ll just post memes to cope with it and cry into my Blahaj when I need to

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  • TotallynotJessica@lemmy.worldM
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    30 days ago

    You’re a cute girl and you are loved! Come here 🤗

    If it is HRT related...

    It could be a monthly cycle thing. I personally get sad, feel weak/achy, and get lower back pain a few days after feeling extra horny. Everyone is different and there can be a million and one different symptoms, but you can get everything besides proper menstruation. At first I thought there might be something wrong, but when I realized they were coming periodically, I felt more at ease.

    • Squished Fly (she/they)@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      30 days ago

      Thank you 🤗

      I didn’t consider that it could be the hormonal cycle but yeah, that could very likely be it. I absolutely have noticed several things that would 100% line up with it the last few days

      (Also, you just made me realize that I’ve been on HRT for 6 weeks already. Holy hell, time flies)