Im just a terrible person. I walk wrong. I talk wrong. I breathe wrong. I exist wrong and everyone around me makes sure I know it. I don’t think suicide is a choice that is worth making but I do eagerly await the sweet release of death sometimes. I just needed to vent and you all get my sadness right now.
I know this is a month late but you need a break. Stop whatever you are doing and relax for a while.
This is likely burn out and it is something that is an issue outside of Autism.