I’ve already accepted that I can have sex no matter who it is with. I think that to have sex I need to have a good bond with that girl or boy in this case before having sex.
It took me a while to realize, they sent me links to articles about different types of labels and I realized that I identify with demisexuality.
I am straight, gay for pay and demisexual.
I told my friend about this and he thought that when I said “I’m demisexual, I discovered I prefer having sex with people I’m in a relationship with” I meant in a romantic way. He said “Are you saying we’re boyfriend and girlfriend?” very excitedly. I told him that I didn’t mean that, I meant a relationship in general, getting to know the person. And I could tell he felt a little bad.
I feel like he has other feelings for me, he’s 2 years younger than me, I was a little afraid of doing things with him for fear that he’d fall in love and I think he fell in love with me.
Personally, I consider myself heterosexual because I like, am attracted to, and fall in love with women, but not men. However, to have sex with these women, I need a bond, whether romantic or friendship. I need to get to know them, and since I have sex with my roommate, who’s also my best friend, for money, I consider myself gay4pay because without money I wouldn’t do it, not counting the time he gave me head because I was drunk and let him. And if I didn’t have a lasting friendship with him, I wouldn’t do it either.