I really do hope people are going to read this.

I was living in my mother’s house in Hawaii. I went to Thailand for a bit and a water pump broke and flooded an area.

We needed to shut off the electricity urgently.

People who have come to the house have said the refrigerator is full of maggots and the house has toxic black mold.

My mom got a second opinion from a realtor and now she’s selling the house.

So I wanted to go to Thailand for a bit and now I’m homeless. I have my clothes, computers, and musical instruments there and I’m probably going to lose them.

I’m so depressed I honestly feel like ending my life. I’m on Lexapro and have been hospitalized several times. I don’t know what to do.

My mom will barely speak to me.