I don’t mean actively trying to commit suicide or being careless and stupid, you know, just feeling like if I woke up tomorrow and said to me, “Oh hey, like, you died last night” I wouldn’t care.
Is this something serious? Should I seek help or consulting?
Sounds like good old classic depression, especially if you have stressors in your life.
Yeah, talk to someone. If you feel better, there you go. There’s tons of free crisis hotlines you can call up just to talk.
Talking’s great anyway, even if you aren’t depressed.
https://findahelpline.com
And apparently you can text 741741 the word home and they have a text helpline.