trans women will describe themselves like lovecraftian horrors before sending you their selfie and it’s literally just a cute girl

oh lmao, i remember seeing that post for the first time and i was just cackling

my current gender research is trying to push into a new type of gender: He/him straight trans girl. Dangerously gender fucky while also still being nominally and in some ways cishet conforming?

idk, maybe it does? it still sounds funny and i’ve been saying it a ton in my head to make it sound less funny

UWU

V V V V

there is no U in the Latin language, the letter V was used in its place and generally interchangably

mmhmmm, yep

the V sound in Latin is, historically speaking, a more modern invention of Ecclesiastical Latin. The Romans, more commonly spoke the letter V with what we now have as the U sound. Caesar likely would have said it like Weni, Widi, Wiki

okay? where are you going with this?

realistically, the Romans were all calling her “Weenus” and that’s most likely the most authentic way of referring to her

wait wtf why

“noooooooo ur theological basis for the existence of an ancient roman goddess can’t be ur own ass, there are 100% secular explanations for it”

“Venus is real because she gave me a really nice ass and tits off just one year HRT”

did you know you were gonna get fat in the spots girls do?

oh i had no idea that would happen. it certainly wasn’t the #1 reason I wanted to do E 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

I’d go the other way

??? EGG! EGG! EGG!

egg mom???

Just curious, were you not particularly spiritual before transitioning?

After a lifetime of being an athiest, hitting a real low point with alcoholism a few years ago shifted me into a “idk anything” agnostic, which is what I stayed after transitioning for a bit. After almost a year into it I hit a point to where I started rhetorically “speaking” with Venus which very slowly actually shifted into me asking her until one day I got something that felt like an answer. I just rolled with it from there on and now I got a big shrine to Venus and two smaller ones to other gods in my bedroom. Truthfully, I still can’t get past the “idk shit” agnosticism. There’s still that atheist voice in my head saying that none of this is real, I just ignore it and pray anyway 🤷‍♀️. Venus being real or not, I still managed to kick my drinking problem with her anyway

As for your transition, does it feel like something is stopping you? Very trite and obvious to say but very very few cis people question how cis they are at all, let alone years. Do you have any trans/queer friends at all?

i have no idea what i’m doing but I praise Venus (and more) anyway

fist fights are nothing you can’t fix with a quick trip to the ramen shop after

there are no words to describe just how much i hate liberals

I’m pretty sure a dramatic shirtless rooftop fistfight would fix me inside

me at the start of 2024: “still cis tho still cis tho”

me today: buying loose incense at the local pagan witchy shop, getting distracted because it was supposed to be for Mars but they got a fantastic blend for Aphrodite that could easily be for Venus. My C cups are sitting in a comically femme $10 top from H&M and I’m asking the clerk to special order a book about the history of Venus. My driver’s license has a girl name on it and says that I got an F at sex

wtf happened to my life? i mean, this is fucking great but also wtf life comes at you so fast sometimes

life is like a video dame

trying hard to beat the stage

all the while

still collecting coooooiiiiiiins

paying a woman on youtube $500 to recreate this one moment i had 3 weeks ago in a bath and body works where the nice lady at the counter explained the sign up process for the rewards program in the form of an ASMR video

i am the victim of transphobia today (forced to sell my labor to the capitalist class for less than its value)

well i didn’t quite ask her out… (she was about to be out of town for over a week tomorrow morning, bad time)

but uh

i did manage to get out some more than platonic words to her… and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh she didn’t push back, seemed kind of receptive actually

askdfnamasdfmasdfmmm… girls

“not yet, Ferb”

my willing my dick to fall off by thinking about it real hard