Remember, EM POC only!
Vibes are off. That’s really all I can say about my energy right now.
How are all of the rest of the EM POC comrades?
There is no light at the end of the tunnel, it’s just an oncoming train
diwali in leicester is awesome, you walk through random streets and you just see people lighting fireworks in the middle of the street
its a lot louder when you’re like directly underneath a massive fucking firework
you all should come if you ever find the displeasure of being near the midlands of these cursed isles
I’m proud to be black.
Overcoming internalized racism has been such a hassle for me, but honestly, have you seen cracKKKers? Fuck 'em. If for nothing else, I’m owning up to black pride out of spite, but I see value in rejecting all the shame that snow roaches and bleach demons have tried to thrust upon me.
Arguing with westerners is an exercise in frustration
So I made a mistake in engaging in a post about Islam - again - and I told myself before to not engage but I just had to because of the “suspicious” responses in that thread and now I have been accused of occidentalism - a literal reverse racism argument. Not that they’ll even be aware of the term but I didn’t expect people to read the books and articles I listed at the start of my argument (who reads anyways, am I right?)
And now I wonder why I stopped my break from posting on this site in the first place.
Maybe you all were right that this site can not be (re)educated. I apologize - I have not interacted enough with white people to know they were like this.
Going to take a long break.
Right there with you comrade
You can always tell when a person of color wishes they were white, they fucking reek of self hatred
Meanwhile I’m like the exact opposite lol. I wish I didn’t have this half white bullshit to deal with. It’s really not that great. It’s like half my family is just walking, talking racism machines I constantly have to deal with. Just a barrage of settler-colinialist shit.
But when I’m amongst the PoC half of my family, all that disappears. I don’t have to deal with the entitlement or persecution complexes or willful ignorance. There’s still some brainworms stemming from liberalism and a lack of theory, but it’s much easier to interact with than reactionary, white supremacist ideology.
I just wish they handle their trauma with their own community and not air their dirty laundry to get White sympathy points.
impersonating a yt person
wow that’s wild how horrible ethnicity are, I’m glad you’re one of the good onesI was one of the only ethnic minorities at my secondary school, and wasn’t wise enough to not internalise this self-hating mindset. It’s something people there expected from me, and when I didn’t present myself as subservient to the superior british culture, I was suddenly breaking all kinds of civility and politeness boundaries. And if you do comply then see spoiler.
Not worth it
So I made a mistake in engaging in a post about Islam - again - and I told myself before to not engage but I just had to because of the “suspicious” responses in that thread and now I have been accused of occidentalism - a literal reverse racism argument. Not that they’ll even be aware of the term but I didn’t expect people to read the books and articles I listed at the start of my argument (who reads anyways, am I right?)
And now I wonder why I stopped my break from posting on this site in the first place.
Maybe you all were right that this site can not be (re)educated. I apologize - I have not interacted enough with white people to know they were like this.
Going to take a long break.
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I just drove a fucking bus onto the freeway ama
bus driver
Woo, how’s it?
Very intense, the bus is only governed to 65, so everyone’s blasting you going 85mph. But this sounds weird, but the bus shrinks in the mirrors. Only when you return to the yard do you realize “holy crap I drove this massive machine”
do you flash the light or honk when you see other bus drivers
Flashing and honking startles the carbrains around your immediate bus, we just do a friendly wave.
Hell yeah
governed to 65, so everyone’s blasting you going 85mph
Yeah, it is quite pressuring
But this sounds weird, but the bus shrinks in the mirrors.
Objects in mirror are
closerbigger than they appear
i know it’s probably a good idea to leave my school’s discord server (full of blue no matter who white libs) but i feel compelled to stay there and keep arguing with them. like, it’s not even that i think i’m going to change their minds. it’s that i feel like i just can’t let the absolutely ghoulish stuff they say slide without presenting some challenge to it.
I feel vexed
the white people at my school are deeply unserious. a whole saga has happened this past week that i don’t have the energy to relate right now, but it’s mostly just solidified that i want nothing to do with the vast majority of white people here.
but it’s mostly just solidified that i want nothing to do with the vast majority of white people here.
God if that’s not a mood. Doesn’t matter who wins the election to me anymore; it’s just become clear to me that regardless of who wins, I don’t have enough guns or ammo. This is the year the Earthseed parables start getting blatantly worse and I need to be ready for when the crackers take their masks off.
if your not in a party you shouldn’t call yourself a communist
I actually agree with you. I feel loads of folks on the left would disagree though.
I feel loads of folks on the left would disagree though.
If they’re westerners, and ESPECIALLY if they’re white, their opinions don’t fuckin matter, frankly. It’s been feeling like it’s 1 in fuckin 50 so-called ‘comrades’ in the hwhite west that don’t have immortal anti-AES brainworms; and 1 in fuckin 100 that’ll actually cop to the carceral slavery their country perpetrates. Fuck 'em if they disagree, if you don’t have a disciplined party that has an enforced line? Your takes do not matter to me because they’re probably ignorant at best and downright supremacist at worst.
I don’t trust cracker dogs to be able to deworm and housebreak themselves without an actually-intersectional party behind them anymore.
yes exactly!
I hope all my EMPOC homies stay safe. Shit is getting weird. Please plug in with some friends/family/comrade and build healthy networks. There is a real see and unseen vibe shift. Stay woke
Training has gotten really busy and intense.
The agency has a really high expectation of me and do does my family, I’m nervous but confident.
Just trying not to cry
Keep calm and carry on, tovarshi. If there’s a clear work pattern, follow itI’m gonna do my best!
