khizuo [ze/zir]

autistic disabled chinese tankie

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Cake day: December 31st, 2023

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  • You know one of the most disabling aspects of my AuDHD to me? The hyperfixations. The “ahaha quirky interests” part of it all. When I’m in hyperfixation mode I literally cannot think of anything but what I’m hyperfixating on no matter how much I need to. I literally feel like I completely lose myself and I’m living in a dream and completely disconnected from reality. It’s almost physically painful to try to make myself focus on anything else. I actually hate getting hyperfixated on shit because it’s a horrible feeling.










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    I wish I did. A lot of people in the OCD community recommend ERP, and I was going to try it but it didn’t end up happening so I can’t vouch for that. It may be something you can look into, though. I’m currently in a relatively good patch with my OCD for the first time in several years and honestly I just think it’s because my chronic fatigue makes it so that I no longer have energy to ruminate the way I used to, so that’s no advice. I hate OCD so much and I’m sorry you’re dealing with it.