No job prospects. The work I do to support myself is come and go, and im probably gonna miss rent again. The older I get, the less friends it seems I have. None of my hobbies/passions excite me right now and just feel like a pain in the dick when I think about doing them. Every day is the same goddamn routine unless I go stay at my partners place.
It’s cold and I hate going out in the cold, so that just compounds stuff further. Everything is dead outside. I’m tired, im always so tired. I can never get enough sleep no matter how much I actually get.
Feels like I’m just existing and I hate it.
you’re lucky you have a partner.
I’ll never have one, or even be able to hook up or have a fling or FWB or anything, because I’m a NEET on disability.
I don’t wanna come off like I’m espousing platitudes, but I genuinely hope you find someone. It sucks, but keep trying, it’ll happen