Sitting at home trying to get some creative shit done like “oh no this is so diffult and unfun and what if it ends up being bad”, then going back to my comfort media and food. Wish I either liked the process more or wanted the result to exist less … it’s such an awkward middleground, worst of both worlds.

And oh yeah, the processes that would probably be more fun for me (i.e. collaboration) involve being social, which I’m too awkward and chronically ill for.

Brilliant!

I can stop whenever I want!

And proud!