I am called Leah (She/They/It). Half woman, half clown, all cock and no balls. I was once user CumradeLeah but I forgot my password. I am a long time lurker because I have a lot of anxiety about participating in any community with more than 6 people and I fear making a fool of myself.

I like beans, drawing, embroidery, sculpting, progressive rock, and tinkering with lots of things. Sometimes I try to make silly little movies but I never finish what I start. I have thought if making a long movie of haphazardly stitched together unfinished projects and calling it “The Bin”.

I have no real friends or life really. I feel terminally isolated from any sense of community or belonging and I don’t really know who or what I am most of the time.

I don’t know how to end this so here is a lovely clip from an public access tv show from the 90s I have recently fallen in love with here

  • pooh [she/her, love/loves]@hexbear.netMEnglish
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    1 year ago

    Hi Leah! Nice to meet you. I like beans too, especially with rice. Such an amazing and versatile combo. bean sicko-instapot

    I am a long time lurker because I have a lot of anxiety about participating in any community with more than 6 people and I fear making a fool of myself.

    I’m also like this but I’ve managed to survive here for quite awhile. It helps that this a pretty friendly community most of the time, so hopefully it will be good for you as well.

    I have no real friends or life really. I feel terminally isolated from any sense of community or belonging and I don’t really know who or what I am most of the time.

    If it makes you feel any better… I’m pretty isolated in RL as well. I normally don’t talk about it much because I don’t think anyone else can relate much to it. After seeing this, maybe I should?

    Anyways, welcome and thanks for making this post :D