Not that I am sad or anything lt-dbyf-dubois

(secretly though lowkey kinda sad)

    • FourteenEyes [he/him]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
      13·
      1 year ago

      My date canceled on me at the last minute on Monday due to family drama stuff (that does match up with stuff she told me last week, to her credit) but I’m just really sad and lonely and wonder if I’ll ever actually get to see her, since we’re really vibing over text

      I feel selfish and guilty whining about it on the Internet to strangers on the communist weirdo hexagonal bear website, but also I am drinking Kraken with Sprite and smoking the Devil’s Lettuce and I just wanted to give her a big bear hug like I promised I would and that was cringe I shouldn’t have said that but now I’m posting it cringe

        • FourteenEyes [he/him]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
          12·
          1 year ago

          I asked her if she liked The Shape of Water and she said it was one of her favorite movies, and then I referenced Galaxy Quest and she was all “are you trying to make me have a big crush on you” and you don’t pass on that shit

          Thanks for the support, you always come across to me as an incredibly nice person who spreads love around frequently

  • CannotSleep420@lemmygrad.mlEnglish
    16·
    1 year ago

    Is being emotionally numb and wanting to do nothing more than mope in bed to the point that I can barely take care of myself a form of sadness?

    • FourteenEyes [he/him]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
      8·
      1 year ago

      Sometimes being lame makes you sad even if your new friends are so cool they don’t care you’re lame and like you anyway

      I don’t even know you and I like you, you’re named after the play starring the parrot from Aladdin

  • Frank [he/him, he/him]@hexbear.netEnglish
    10·
    1 year ago

    I had nice dreams about being around tons of people at some kind of giant tropical “a bunch of people crash landed here and now they’re having a party like a liquor commercial” thing and there were people everywhere and it was great and then I woke up and obviously that is not the case. So I’m eating microwave pizza at midnight and seeing what I missed today in the wild world of shitposting. Feesbadman.jpg

  • Biggay [he/him, comrade/them]@hexbear.netEnglish
    9·
    1 year ago

    Cat died last week. She was always there for me and now it feels like my home is empty. I’ve had her for most of my life and I dont really know or feel the same about anything.

  • take_five_seconds [he/him, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
    8·
    1 year ago

    coworker opened up about some relationship issues they’re having and it felt shitty to hear. “i don’t want to die alone, man”. i’m not gonna go into specifics cuz issa smol community out here but i personally think they can get over it if they trust each other and are open to each other’s positions. but i’ve also been blessed with a chill relationship for so many years i feel guilty even trying to give advice.

    tl;im drunk: i just want folks to be happy :(

  • GeorgeZBush [he/him]@hexbear.netEnglish
    7·
    1 year ago

    Yeah I just have no desire to do anything. Lyme is kicking my ass, but it’s just exacerbating existing depression and anxiety. I don’t really have any ambition, my enthusiasm for even the few things I semi-enjoyed has been sapped, and I really feel alienated from everyone around me. It got so bad I literally had like a derealization episode. I felt like nothing was real and I was going to blink out of existence.

    I want to enjoy things and have actual friends but goddammit. It’s all pretty dumb considering people out there have real problems but holy fuck, I’ve backed myself into a mental corner. I feel like I’ve crossed the event horizon in my life and I’ll never escape now.