BIGGER AND MORE PRIDEFUL THAN EVER BEFORE 
666 INCOMONG 😈 WE ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN EVER BEFORE!!!
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How did we do this, like seriously? These went from like 200-300 comments if not less to being large numbers every week.
STOP BEING ASHAMED OF BEING TRANS
THERE ARE LITERALLY PEOPLE WHO ARE PROUD “”“BELGIANS”“” OUT THERE
Me seeing the “MAN UP” sign in Celeste at the start
going to try and present femme in public for the first time tomorrow and oh wow am i nervous and scaredShoutout to the voices, no one is suspicious of me saying nonsense while voice training because I already say nonsense with weird voices all the time.
Thinking about how I might possibly still have a little bit of time where if I was on hrt my bone structure might change a little tiny bit a completely normal amount (I’m guessing cis people think about this every day)
Sometimes I wonder if my vibes based approach to transition is right, or if there is even another spproach to something so personal.
I feel like I have been stagnating, though I can also imagine that I should take it as it comes, and do things when I feel ready for them.
Looks like my husband might tell his best friend and best friends wife about me next weekend. We will be seeing them for the holiday and he really wants to tell his friend. I’m ok with it I just hope it goes well. His wife is low-key one of the biggest sources of gender envy for me. I really hope we can still be friends. I doubt it’ll be a problem but you know anxiety and all.
Hey Hexbear trans thread it’s been a bit, how’s it been… Wtf you hit 600 on the week I wasn’t posting because I was recovering from a breakup? I can’t believe I was the one holding us all back. 😔 Good job, I’m proud of all of you and your incredible posting power.
💜
💜(I’m also feeling fine now if anyone is worried about the breakup, I just needed a few days playing comfort games and talking with my close friends to recover.)
Booba
My right titty be hurting a lot today
No pain no gain, amirite?shout out to being trans, love that shit
Yesterday I had the worst shower possible, I go in, put hot water, realize midway through that I have no soap, no shampoo, no sponge, so I just threw hot water on my body for like 30 minutes and wore my clothes
complaining about my therapist, detrans, generally not really believing me
The cw kind of sums it all up but this week’s session really didn’t make me feel better about them. They brought up detrans people and how important it was to make sure before doing anything (I mean I guess?). Talked about how many of their clients stopped after two weeks. They talked about how I never ha e really put effort into how I look and should try that more before deciding to transition.
Another big thing they brought up was influence, as if I was being influenced into being trans. They talked about that for a little while.
I’m sure they said some affirming stuff too, like about how small things can be really helpful (like plushies/nails).
I don’t know. I’m so insecure in my identity already I just wish they weren’t like this. I know some of it seems really bad but this is how they are about other things too, just likes to explore all the options I guess.
And yes I’m pretty stuck with this one, at least for now. It just really sucks this is the best I have irl (I know having a therapist at all is a huge privilege but I do wish I had some trans/ally friends)
For example, I myself realized after coming out to my wife that all of my previous dating attempts had absolutely been sapphic in nature. My first order had always been to become good friends with them. Dates would never be labeled as dates because we would just sit and talk somewhere, hanging out together. Consequently, several of my relationships ended simply because I was too scared to make the first move out of destroying the friendship. I would spend half my waking day thinking about them and wanting to be around them, not out of sexual lust, but out of personal infatuation. My first girlfriend straight up told me on our first date that I was unlike any man she’d ever dated because I enjoyed talking instead of just trying to get physical. She broke up with me two months later because I wasn’t as assertive as she wanted from a partner. Genderdysphoria.fyi
That’s lesbian dating?! God damn that’s what I’ve always thought I’d want from dating. Literally me irl. Are we really sure this is a trans thing??
I WASN’T LYING WHEN I SAID BIGGER AND MORE PRIDEFUL THAN EVER BEFORE
